Birthday part 1...

It's my birthday! I'm now officially a grown up...holy shit. My parents told me I'm getting old. Damn if I'm old then their ancient. It's weird because each birthday I've had I never felt any different but this one, I  actually feel old. 20. Well one more year till I'm 21. That'll be the shit. But I have this feeling that now I'm older I haven't fulfilled my life. I haven't spent my time the way I wanted to. Like these past years have been a waste of time. Idk its just weird. I don't feel happy at all. I feel really sad actually. I'll have to get back to you at the end of the day.
To be continued...