Hey everyone! It's been too long. I've been trying to get on here and update you guys on my life but I haven't had the energy to. I haven't had the energy to do much these days. Before I get into all that I FINALLY got a new phone and I'm in love with it! It's the HTC evo. Advice: if you want a smartphone..fuck the blackberry okay...this phone is where its at. Android powered phones are amazing! So much to do and SO many apps lol. So yea get it. Secondly..I got a job and then I got laid off from that job. It sucked...business was slow so they laid off 8 people. So now I'm jobless and it blows. Luckily I've had interviews and I have one tomorrow..I'm aiming for two jobs so I can get a car this summer. Let's hope it all works out. I'm nervous. So now here's the issue. I'm super bummed out and I don't know why. I feel real low and I feel like everyone is ignoring me. Honestly I hate this slump I'm in cause its so hard to get out of. I feel hated. Honestly I want to cry. Then when I get like this...all these other thoughts get into my head and I get even more depressed. Movies don't help cause you know bullshit like that don't happen in the real world..thanks movies for crushing all dreams. Sometimes I don't understand what's out there for me. I just wanna crawl in a hole and die. I don't want to do anything but sit in my room. I don't know what to do anymore...
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