Oh my goodness its been way tooo long and I apologize, being at school and blogging is really difficult because I'm just so busy all the time and I want to take the time to tell you guys every aspect of my life and just can't because I wouldn't have the time=/ FAIL. So for that I'm sorry everyone. Well the last couple of weeks have been good. I mean it's just me in a good mood so nothing to really bitch or tell. But today Im feeling pretty shitty. It all started last night, I just didnt want to do anything. I wanted to be left alone and it was kinda good cause I stay in my room with my roommate and we watched Teen Mom....(I hate that show but I LOVE to shit on it) and so thats what I did. I didn't leave my room for anything, not to talk to anyone not to wander around, I legit layed in my bed and chiillaxed. It was needed and then I realized I need more days like that. And the feeling I have right now... I don't want to talk to anyone. I literally just want to be left alone. It won't happen though cause everyones always up my ass like theres no tommorow. GO AWAY EVERYONE! Hahah like honestly thats how I feel right now. And in about an hour I have rugby practice....yay me...NAHT. AND on top of my shitty moood..were getting a snow/ice storm on Friday. LIKE REALLY! It's soooo nice out today, lke extremely nice out and now it's gotta be ruined by more snow....just as all the snow around campus was clearing off. Honestly, I hope it doesn't happen. I mean were guaranteed no school, but still dude! UGH. Whatever we'll see what happens. I'm gonna chill for a while till practice now. I'll talk to ya'll later=]
-Saskia
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Fashion Show
Okay quick update, I'm sorry, its been chaotic! I promise as soon as I get a chance to myself I will tell you guys everything thats been happening in my life!
But this is kind of a big deal. Tonight we had a Fashion show at my school for my organization called Sistuhs...its a good time. We got clothes from places like JCPenny, Fashion Bug, Maurice's and Miranda's Boutique. They were all fabulous clothes! All donations went to the Make-A-Wish Foundation. It went really well, I had fun and everybody that came had fun and they loved it and all that jazz. When pictures go up I'll post them no worries=] but yes..that's legit a REAL QUICK update on my life. I'll go into details next time. I've been stressed and exhausted. Tommorow I have Relay for Life which is a walk for cancer we do at my school every year for 8pm to 8am and what we do is we walk laps all night till morning around our bubble which is our gym ( its all real complicated to understand right now, but I promise I'll go in depth about out another time) and we raise money for cancer. Were up to $4,000 now which is alot better than last year where at this point we had $1500. Yes PROGRESS. So yesss I won't be back till Saturday morning which by then I will be passed out, so I'll tell you guys everything hopefully Sunday. Deuces=]
-saskia
But this is kind of a big deal. Tonight we had a Fashion show at my school for my organization called Sistuhs...its a good time. We got clothes from places like JCPenny, Fashion Bug, Maurice's and Miranda's Boutique. They were all fabulous clothes! All donations went to the Make-A-Wish Foundation. It went really well, I had fun and everybody that came had fun and they loved it and all that jazz. When pictures go up I'll post them no worries=] but yes..that's legit a REAL QUICK update on my life. I'll go into details next time. I've been stressed and exhausted. Tommorow I have Relay for Life which is a walk for cancer we do at my school every year for 8pm to 8am and what we do is we walk laps all night till morning around our bubble which is our gym ( its all real complicated to understand right now, but I promise I'll go in depth about out another time) and we raise money for cancer. Were up to $4,000 now which is alot better than last year where at this point we had $1500. Yes PROGRESS. So yesss I won't be back till Saturday morning which by then I will be passed out, so I'll tell you guys everything hopefully Sunday. Deuces=]
-saskia
Friday, March 18, 2011
St Patrick's Day
Well hello everyone! I'm sorry I haven't been around in awhile, I just haven't had the time! But I'm back and have some stories for you guys abot my St Patty's Day.
So yesterday I went into Boston for St Patty's Day. This is my first time spending st patty's in there so it was an adventure. I went in with my good friend Sam who I have known since H.S. So we went in it was a beautiful day out and there were sooo many people there. We were on our way to Fanuiel Hall to meet up with two friends from frankie p Ali and Ari. On our we somehow got distracted by this one alley way with a bunch of bars and people. So we walked by and in one of the bar windows I happened to see someone I knew. I was like "I KNOW HIM!" so me being me I went into the window and started calling out names. Well no one heard me because they were all chanting and screaming so I look like a complete ass just calling at the window. Finally my friend May saw me and started to scream and then thats when the group finally turned around and saw me and they all proceeded to scream. They were like "come on in here" and I was I said I couldn't because I wasn't 21, they were like "who cares just climb through the window" and I obviously couldn't because the bouncer was standing a feet away from me. So May came out and gave me a huge hug and we talked for a little bit and then she went bak in a snuck me beer through the window, it was green hahaha. So me and Sam made our way to Fanuiel Hall and talked to some people and stopped at one of the carts and bought some beads and I got a shamrock headband the had the shamrock anntenaes and all. So we were standing in front of Dick's waiting for Ali and Ari and we saw more of my friends from good ole frankie p and we all conversed and all and they left just as the two were coming. So we went for lunch at bertuccis and then walked around for a while and then they left us for the bars. Sam and I spent hours wandering around because unfortunately were not 21 yet so we can't go have fun in the bars which sucked. I was envious of all the people that were in there. As we walked around some guys sitting outside eating called me and over to take a picture. Well I thought he wanted me to take a picture for him but turned out he wanted us to take a picture with him! I was like aright and we got 2 nice pictures...on their cameras. We forgot to pull out ours. So we walked some more took more pictures and then we wanted to look for the alley that we had first found the bars at. As we were wandering around not knowing where the fuck we were going we ended finding more frankie p people! I know crazy right, were all just a bunch of drunken messes. So it was Jeffy, Tim and Meghan and their problem was that Meg wasn't 21 yet so they also couldn't go anywhere so we chilled with them, while we were about to leave there was this guy that was drunk and in a wheelchair. So heres what happened. An asian guy from McDonald's came out changing the trashcans and all of a sudden the guy in the wheelchair starts yelling at him saying that he was a bad man and that he was rascist and that he was from Vietnam and they did bad things to people there. He continued to bash this guy and say all this bullshit and I was in shock. The things he said to this poor man was fucked up. Then the wheelchaired homeless guy dropped his change and the people around him helped him pick it up...but picked it up for themselves they just pocketed his change. I guess it's best because he was just gonna buy more booze with it. So we walked and found this place called Tex Mex where Jeffy and Tim could drink and the rest of us were allowed in. We spent awhile there and had a really good time. So around 12pm we decide to peace out. Sam stayed with her two friends in Boston and I left with Jeffy Meg and Tim. Tim left to take the Red Line (mind you he is shitfaced) and I went with Jeffy and Meg so they could drive me to my dad's place. So as were in the car, Jeffy texts Tim to make sure he was okay. The text message he gets back says this "I'm home safe in bed...without saskia=/" AWKWARD! Like really?!?!? First off the dudes in Boston hit on you like theres no tommorow so me and sam got that all day and really didn't know what to do. And now Tim?!?! Well Jeffy was like "I don't think I was suppose to read that outloud", but then he proceeds to show me the text. yup fml. My life is super awkward. But overall I had a lot of fun yesterday. Hopefully next year we won't have a problem. So to my fellow Irish men and women thank you for having a day for us to celebrate to=]
p.s. I forgot to mention that we got our picure taken from this guy who works at this brewery in New York! heres the link to the website
http://festpics.com/p643628044/h5555657#h5555657
CHECK IT OUT=]
-saskia
So yesterday I went into Boston for St Patty's Day. This is my first time spending st patty's in there so it was an adventure. I went in with my good friend Sam who I have known since H.S. So we went in it was a beautiful day out and there were sooo many people there. We were on our way to Fanuiel Hall to meet up with two friends from frankie p Ali and Ari. On our we somehow got distracted by this one alley way with a bunch of bars and people. So we walked by and in one of the bar windows I happened to see someone I knew. I was like "I KNOW HIM!" so me being me I went into the window and started calling out names. Well no one heard me because they were all chanting and screaming so I look like a complete ass just calling at the window. Finally my friend May saw me and started to scream and then thats when the group finally turned around and saw me and they all proceeded to scream. They were like "come on in here" and I was I said I couldn't because I wasn't 21, they were like "who cares just climb through the window" and I obviously couldn't because the bouncer was standing a feet away from me. So May came out and gave me a huge hug and we talked for a little bit and then she went bak in a snuck me beer through the window, it was green hahaha. So me and Sam made our way to Fanuiel Hall and talked to some people and stopped at one of the carts and bought some beads and I got a shamrock headband the had the shamrock anntenaes and all. So we were standing in front of Dick's waiting for Ali and Ari and we saw more of my friends from good ole frankie p and we all conversed and all and they left just as the two were coming. So we went for lunch at bertuccis and then walked around for a while and then they left us for the bars. Sam and I spent hours wandering around because unfortunately were not 21 yet so we can't go have fun in the bars which sucked. I was envious of all the people that were in there. As we walked around some guys sitting outside eating called me and over to take a picture. Well I thought he wanted me to take a picture for him but turned out he wanted us to take a picture with him! I was like aright and we got 2 nice pictures...on their cameras. We forgot to pull out ours. So we walked some more took more pictures and then we wanted to look for the alley that we had first found the bars at. As we were wandering around not knowing where the fuck we were going we ended finding more frankie p people! I know crazy right, were all just a bunch of drunken messes. So it was Jeffy, Tim and Meghan and their problem was that Meg wasn't 21 yet so they also couldn't go anywhere so we chilled with them, while we were about to leave there was this guy that was drunk and in a wheelchair. So heres what happened. An asian guy from McDonald's came out changing the trashcans and all of a sudden the guy in the wheelchair starts yelling at him saying that he was a bad man and that he was rascist and that he was from Vietnam and they did bad things to people there. He continued to bash this guy and say all this bullshit and I was in shock. The things he said to this poor man was fucked up. Then the wheelchaired homeless guy dropped his change and the people around him helped him pick it up...but picked it up for themselves they just pocketed his change. I guess it's best because he was just gonna buy more booze with it. So we walked and found this place called Tex Mex where Jeffy and Tim could drink and the rest of us were allowed in. We spent awhile there and had a really good time. So around 12pm we decide to peace out. Sam stayed with her two friends in Boston and I left with Jeffy Meg and Tim. Tim left to take the Red Line (mind you he is shitfaced) and I went with Jeffy and Meg so they could drive me to my dad's place. So as were in the car, Jeffy texts Tim to make sure he was okay. The text message he gets back says this "I'm home safe in bed...without saskia=/" AWKWARD! Like really?!?!? First off the dudes in Boston hit on you like theres no tommorow so me and sam got that all day and really didn't know what to do. And now Tim?!?! Well Jeffy was like "I don't think I was suppose to read that outloud", but then he proceeds to show me the text. yup fml. My life is super awkward. But overall I had a lot of fun yesterday. Hopefully next year we won't have a problem. So to my fellow Irish men and women thank you for having a day for us to celebrate to=]
p.s. I forgot to mention that we got our picure taken from this guy who works at this brewery in New York! heres the link to the website
http://festpics.com/p643628044/h5555657#h5555657
CHECK IT OUT=]
-saskia
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
No More Drama...
Sorry everyone! I know it's been awhile, I've been extremely busy and what not. So it's almost 2am, and why am I still up you ask? Well let me explain why I'm still up. I am doing laundry and I started around 11pm hoping to be done by 12:30pm so I could go to bed. Well with 10 mins left on the washer it stopped with water in it and everything. So I started it back up and left to go do my stuff. I come back down 10 mins later and it's still stopped on 10 mins, so I'm like fuck it, I take my soaking wet clothes out and just threw them in the dryer. That was an hour ago. I went down to check what's going on and they are still not dry! I'm super annoyed right now. Luckily I only have one class tommorow, but still COMON!
Well it's been kind of a shitty day. But first let me start off with giving you updates. The boy whose like my good friend and I think I kind of sorta like him but then changed my mind. Well, the other day he was really, really upset because his good friend commited suicide. This is the second friend in one month which is really really sad. So we only got to talk briefly but he was in bad conditions. When he's in a bad mood you can tell, he doesn't talk to anyone and you KNOW when to back off. So I found him later on that day and we talked for a little bit. He told me what happened and he told me he was thinking of just going home for the rest of the semester. Well as much as I love the kid, I told him straight up that it was a bad idea. It's not what he wanted to hear, but he was going to hear it eventually. So then, I go, you can't leave your like my "big brother". Bam that's when everything shifted and I don't know, it's wierd. As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it because he was more than a "big brother" to me. I'm not sure what it is, but something is def wierd. I'll have to let you know what happens with that after break.
Spring Break is next week. THANK GAWD! Honestly, I think were all just so close that we are so sick of each other. I need to get away from everyone asap. And there's SO MUCH DRAMA going on. I don't need this shit you know. It's little things that just escalade that are uncalled for. A break is well needed, thats all I'm saying. Then when we get back, everything will cool down and we can just worry about Beast of the EAST and SPRING WEEKEND=D YAY! I'll explain both another time don't worry. So yes, that's my life in a nutshell. I don't feel like getting into the drama that's going on because it's so stupid and so much that it really isn't worth it.
Until next time!
-Saskia
Well it's been kind of a shitty day. But first let me start off with giving you updates. The boy whose like my good friend and I think I kind of sorta like him but then changed my mind. Well, the other day he was really, really upset because his good friend commited suicide. This is the second friend in one month which is really really sad. So we only got to talk briefly but he was in bad conditions. When he's in a bad mood you can tell, he doesn't talk to anyone and you KNOW when to back off. So I found him later on that day and we talked for a little bit. He told me what happened and he told me he was thinking of just going home for the rest of the semester. Well as much as I love the kid, I told him straight up that it was a bad idea. It's not what he wanted to hear, but he was going to hear it eventually. So then, I go, you can't leave your like my "big brother". Bam that's when everything shifted and I don't know, it's wierd. As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it because he was more than a "big brother" to me. I'm not sure what it is, but something is def wierd. I'll have to let you know what happens with that after break.
Spring Break is next week. THANK GAWD! Honestly, I think were all just so close that we are so sick of each other. I need to get away from everyone asap. And there's SO MUCH DRAMA going on. I don't need this shit you know. It's little things that just escalade that are uncalled for. A break is well needed, thats all I'm saying. Then when we get back, everything will cool down and we can just worry about Beast of the EAST and SPRING WEEKEND=D YAY! I'll explain both another time don't worry. So yes, that's my life in a nutshell. I don't feel like getting into the drama that's going on because it's so stupid and so much that it really isn't worth it.
Until next time!
-Saskia
Friday, March 4, 2011
Raining Men?
So real quick before I go to class, which is at 2pm so not that quick but briefly I guess. Yesterday I was with my friends and we are planning this fashion show for our school. I'm not much of a model by the way but whatever I'll help them out. Anyways I was with my friend in the car and she's older than me and I look to her for advice sometimes. She knows about my low-self esteem and stuff and she basically says it's all in my head because well she consideres me her twin cause we look alike. ANYWAYS we were in the car and we were listening to Rihanna's new song "Raining Men" and this is how the conversation went:
Me: "She needs to stop living in this fantasy world "
Voneke: (laughs)
Me: "She's lying, it's never raining men because I don't see any."
Voneke: 'You could easily get a guy if you wanted to you know"
Me: "WHAT?!? Me?"
Voneke: "Yes, we'll talk later about it but you could easily get one."
Well we never had the time to talk later but I was honestly shocked by what she said because I know for a fact I can't so why is she telling me otherwise? I just don't understand how she could tell me this, why can't Isee what she sees? It makes me a little fustrated because I would love to know what she's going to say but I just can't figure it out myself. If it's so easy than why am I still single and looking?! I mean okay maybe I'm not looking HARD ENOUGH but damn people I'm still looking. Maybe I should stop being so hung up on one guy that probably won't ever want me the same way I want him, I have no idea, but maybe just maybe she could be right. I'd like to think I am a likeable person. I don't know. I don't have the time to get too into it but I will go in to depth another time. Advice anyone?
-Saskia
Me: "She needs to stop living in this fantasy world "
Voneke: (laughs)
Me: "She's lying, it's never raining men because I don't see any."
Voneke: 'You could easily get a guy if you wanted to you know"
Me: "WHAT?!? Me?"
Voneke: "Yes, we'll talk later about it but you could easily get one."
Well we never had the time to talk later but I was honestly shocked by what she said because I know for a fact I can't so why is she telling me otherwise? I just don't understand how she could tell me this, why can't Isee what she sees? It makes me a little fustrated because I would love to know what she's going to say but I just can't figure it out myself. If it's so easy than why am I still single and looking?! I mean okay maybe I'm not looking HARD ENOUGH but damn people I'm still looking. Maybe I should stop being so hung up on one guy that probably won't ever want me the same way I want him, I have no idea, but maybe just maybe she could be right. I'd like to think I am a likeable person. I don't know. I don't have the time to get too into it but I will go in to depth another time. Advice anyone?
-Saskia
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