No More Drama...

Sorry everyone! I know it's been awhile, I've been extremely busy and what not. So it's almost 2am, and why am I still up you ask? Well let me explain why I'm still up. I am doing laundry and I started around 11pm hoping to be done by 12:30pm so I could go to bed. Well with 10 mins left on the washer it stopped with water in it and everything. So I started it back up and left to go do my stuff. I come back down 10 mins later and it's still stopped on 10 mins, so I'm like fuck it, I take my soaking wet clothes out and just threw them in the dryer. That was an hour ago. I went down to check what's going on and they are still not dry! I'm super annoyed right now. Luckily I only have one class tommorow, but still COMON!

Well it's been kind of  a shitty day. But first let me start off with giving you updates. The boy whose like my good friend and I think I kind of sorta like him but then changed my mind. Well, the other day he was really, really upset because his good friend commited suicide. This is the second friend in one month which is really really sad. So we only got to talk briefly but he was in bad conditions. When he's in a bad mood you can tell, he doesn't talk to anyone and you KNOW when to back off. So I found him later on that day and we talked for a little bit. He told me what happened and he told me he was thinking of just going home for the rest of the semester. Well as much as I love the kid, I told him straight up that it was a bad idea. It's not what he wanted to hear, but he was going to hear it eventually. So then, I go, you can't leave your like my "big brother". Bam that's when everything shifted and I don't know, it's wierd. As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it because he was more than a "big brother" to me. I'm not sure what it is, but something is def wierd. I'll have to let you know what happens with that after break.

Spring Break is next week. THANK GAWD! Honestly, I think were all just so close that we are so sick of each other. I need to get away from everyone asap. And there's SO MUCH DRAMA going on. I don't need this shit you know. It's little things that just escalade that are uncalled for. A break is well needed, thats all I'm saying. Then when we get back, everything will cool down and we can just worry about Beast of the EAST and SPRING WEEKEND=D YAY! I'll explain both another time don't worry. So yes, that's my life in a nutshell. I don't feel like getting into the drama that's going on because it's so stupid and so much that it really isn't worth it.

Until next time!
-Saskia